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before the fog covers me
04:43
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The mask you’re wearing fits so tight tonight, I know
We dream to drown and die in this disguise
But I cannot see your eyes
The mask you’re wearing fits so tight tonight
I wanna get inside
Get inside I’m gonna try
Can’t fall for suicide
In love at the cemetery
These pills make you blurry
Fuck how it came to this
Blood stained poison lips
I’d kill you but I’m a pacifist
I’d kill ya but I wanna know your name
I wanna be the one to spark the flame
As we both burn out
All of this oxygen
Only works if we’re both living
Morning clarity
Before the fog covers me
Your kiss is the light of my life
Give back who I once knew
Before the fog took you too
I can’t get away I just do it
C’mon baby let’s fucking lose it
Doesn’t matter if you swallow or chew it
Your ghost makes it diluted
Feel you when I wake in the AM
Night falls I don’t know who I am
Can’t stand cause the walls are shakin
In this fog I’m sinkin
And the only thing I’m seein
Is the one no one’s believin
So I pull you down
Morning clarity
Before the fog covers me
Your kiss is the light of my life
In the dark I can see
Before they all come for me
I swear,
your kiss is
my life
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2. |
newsflash
02:09
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3. |
meet ecstasy
02:57
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Awaken the pain
You got such a funny way
to say that I love you
So I’ll die to dance my masquerade
I’m here but I’ve arrived two years too late
I need to be what I can see
when I close my eyes, it’s me…
Walk from the past
And I can be the one to hold you
If you don’t relapse
We could actually meet ecstasy
Can we break free
Of the chains that make us bleed
All over the floor
It’s in your head
Now listen to me
You’re gonna hear my voice
Shatter the plans and ploys
To remove all your skin
I’m fuckin talkin to ya
Don’t listen to the noise
Erratic plots of boys
That wanna see the whole world burning
I crave that dopamine and I won’t ever stop
Rushing red through blue until I drop
I see myself and I know I’m not the same
I wanna go away
Walk from the past
And I can be the one to hold you
If you don’t relapse
We could actually meet ecstasy
But how can we not fall?
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Drip drip drop the only song of morning
after the alarm that begs me to stop
sucking the days, erasing the time
I don’t hate my life but so much of it is no longer mine
It’s his and hers and theirs and for them
And as we try to swim in this isolation
We’re silently building the 21st century’s nuclear weapon
Open your thighs and give me your heart
Buried beneath the sickness is sweetness
If you let me pull you apart
We’re fading with the sun so hollow
This gift of yours is mine to swallow
I escape the day but still answer the embrace of tomorrow
I erase the pain but drink from the lake last embraced by sorrow
We know your name, stay blind, asleep, you’re so quick to follow
Take my hand, drain me, empty, plant the seed, no more time to borrow
Here In my ruminating eyes
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5. |
lost waves crash
02:38
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We’re in this together
You and I alone
We held hands made the plans did the dance
Now our future is only through a phone
Can you the see hypocrisy in how we breathe?
We live to leave to fall asleep and then repeat
It’s the love we give each other that will set us free
It won’t kill the devil but relieve the suffering
Lost waves crash onto the shore
Like crying eyes two hearts’ allure
Two hearts two parts in this
In this death race for love
We love each other need one another to open up
And see the soft sky above
You made the same mistake as I
Drown the child, falsely baptized
In all this shit
And so we struggle to just recover and trust each other
Until we pull out of it
Until we crash…
We can’t just listen to you
If we ever wanna know the truth
False idols in a wasteland
Won’t let us understand
The price is on our head
How much will they spin
Tryna get us in their bed
We are lying instead
Of crashing, crashing, crashing
Lost waves crash onto the shore
Like crying eyes two hearts’ allure
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6. |
twilight plight
02:46
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Open sky twilight plight
Destroy the sickness that keeps them safe inside
We can’t let them breathe anymore, that’s the cure
And we’re gonna be the one to tell you
Time is up, your spite, we see through it
Where are you standing
When it all falls down?
With the ones fighting
Or will you hold the crown?
As we watch you drown
It’s been too long, your hate is out of breath
tried an honest conversation
No one fucking listened
It’s no way to live to lie down and avoid death
and still we cry…
Where are you standing
When it all falls down?
With the ones fighting
Or will you hold the crown?
In our hearts the oligarchs have fallen
Return to the hive with poisonous pollen
Infect the chokehold on liberty forgotten
We can’t find peace in a place damaged and rotten
Strike the core this is a war
A sickening scene we’ve seen before
If history repeats you’re not gonna like it
All this pain haunts me at night
And that’s why we all gotta fuckin’ fight it
You don’t decide who’s equal, we are all one people in a world oppressed.
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7. |
can we heal?
03:02
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The rain came down this morning
I needed you, my love we’ve been so dry
I don’t know which season
I can even breathe in
My heart knows why.
Do you feel it now?
Do you feel it now?
Do you feel it now that it’s gone?
Do you feel it now?
Or do you know somehow?
Do you feel?
Growing up they told us
we could have it all
Head down, baby work hard
How the fuck are we supposed to grow up
In this world you gave to us
Ain’t when you wish upon a star
Do you feel it now?
Do you feel it now?
Do you feel it now that it’s gone?
Do you feel it now?
Or do you know somehow?
Do you feel?
It’s so real.
My heart aches, can we heal?
No, not today, look away, profits to be made
look away
do...do you feel?
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