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love was a drug

from (this love is) eternal by SESPOOL

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lyrics

how the fuck I'm 'sposed to stack up
if I ain't never got no back up
and how the fuck I'm 'sposed to glow up
if u ain't never fuckin showed up?

five fuckin years now this motherfuckin bullshit
caught up in her eyes til I'm screamin from a pulpit
rip off my own face so I can't see anymore
hard to look up at the sky with my heart on the floor
yeah, blood blood blood blood blood everywhere
tangled in my thoughts scratch n claw my fingers bare
and I'd still give my life for her if she was here
cause this love is eternal
and it's my biggest fear
to never know...again...what it means...to care.

and I gave it my all but I'm not what you want
I gave it my all but I'm not what you want

even tho you fuckin slit my throat
and watched me bleed the fuck out into this love we wrote
you don't gotta bring the roses or a fuckin casket
self sufficient as shit - how you think we lasted?
ghosts ghosts ghosts in my reflection
internally torn externally scorned
fuckin choke and slap me out like the bitches in porn
pull my hair curse my heart how this love is born
and still, to this motherfuckin day, I wouldn't have that shit any other way
I pop a pill to cop a feel of what was yesterday
because your love was a drug and it fuels me

and I gave it my all but I'm not what you want
I gave it my all but I'm not what you want

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from (this love is) eternal, released July 12, 2019

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